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By Aaron Lewis
01 - "Open Your Eyes"
The lyrics are very old. Those are from like 10th or 11th grade in high
school. For some strange reason while we were in recording I was having a
hard time coming up with something for it. Sitting there, listening to it
over and over again to have some sort of inspirational moment, these lyrics
to this old song from a long time ago came into my head. I don't usually
write observationally, I usually write introspectively, and this song is
very observational.
02 - "Pressure"
"Pressure" is my response to the pressure I was
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under to get this record
done. It's like a culmination of the pressure that I was under at the time
because I was like half way through the record and I was now out of stuff
that was readily and easily flowing through me. It was a combination of the
pressure of that and a panic attack, which I get.
03 - "Fade"
"Fade" is like my reply, I'll just kind of leave it like that.
04 - "It's Been Awhile"
It's just kind of an introspective song about realizing that it's been
awhile since a lot of things. It's been awhile since I could hold my head up
high, it's been awhile since I said I was sorry, it's been awhile since I
could say that I wasn't addicted, it's been awhile since I could say I love
myself. It's kind of an acknowledgement that it's been awhile.
05 - "Change"
"Change" is about trying to deal with what's going on in my life.
06 - "Can't Believe"
"Can't Believe" is a reply to the blatant disrespect for human beings that I
see every night at our shows. It's like fucking "Lord Of The Flies"
sometimes. I see little 12, 13 year old girls basically getting raped on top
of the crowd, getting their clothes torn off them, clutching themselves.
Just terrible, terrible shit that I see. Just blatant disrespect for the
people around you. You know it's somebody's little sister, it's somebody's
daughter. Where the fuck did you come up with the idea that you think it's
ok to do that just because you're at a concert? It goes to show that the
most important job in the whole world, which is being a parent, has been
completely forgotten about. People have forgotten how to be parents. That's
like the beginning of the end. You wait. If shit doesn't change, you wait
and see what it's like in 20 years.
07 - "Epiphany"
"Epiphany" is just kind of another realization type of song, kind of an
explanation. It was an epiphany in the fact that I had heard the whole song
in my head and just had to keep doing things until it was complete. I did
everything on that song. I programmed the drums, I did the keyboards for the
strings of the chorus, played the guitar, played the bass and did the
vocals.
08 - "Suffer"
Wake up and look around you and see what the fuck is going on. The more you
see, the more you do, the television's feeding you with what you want to
hear, anger and fear, because we suffer. One of the many cycles in life that
just continue going around in cycles unless they're broken.
09 - "Warm Safe Place"
My song to my wife.
10 - "For You"
"For You" is for the kids. It's totally written for the kids, it's for them
to be able to turn up real loud so that their parents can hear what I'm
saying. It's basically a song for the kids to sing to their parents. I wrote
it in the shoes of these kids who come up and talk to me all the time.
11 - "Outside"
I still don't know what "Outside" is about.
12 - "Waste"
"Waste" is about a kid that killed himself and I guess was a big fan of
Staind. His mother came to a show of ours and stood outside the bus crying
kind of wanting me to come off the bus and talk to her and give her answers
to all the questions she had when I didn't know the kid. It's kind of my
reply to the completely uncomfortable situation that I was put into.
13 - "Take It"
"Take It" is like the final song on the record. The chorus to "Take It" is
"everything that I can say to you won't help you, everything you need is
right in front of you, just take it". It's kind of like my last attempt to s
ay that I'm no different than you. Everything is right there in front of you
and you just have to take it.
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